...something personal Lyrics

I've been staring down the phantoms in my mirror

All these voices tell me who to be

They say "fake it till you make it" but it's clearer

I've been breaking losing every piece of me

I've been fighting like hell through the silence

Just a shell when the storm comes around

And I wonder if I'll find a reason

To keep breathing or will I just drown?

'Cause I've carried too much weight been the battleground

Now I'm learning how to live without feeling let down

This is …something personal something no one sees

Every scar I carry holds the strength I need

It's a war that I can't win but I still believe

There's a fire in my soul though it's hard to breathe

It's …something personal but I'm letting it show

Every step I take alone is the place I grow

Through the pain through the fear through the highs and lows

This is …something personal only I'll ever know

I've been lost in the noise of my demons

Running from the truth trying to hide

In the quiet I can feel the reasons

Why it's hard to let the darkness inside

Tried to love through the cracks in my armor

But the cracks turned to breaks now I'm bare

Even when I've got people around me

It feels like there's nobody there…

So I learn to walk the line try not to fall

In this madness I'm still here still standing tall

This is …something personal something no one sees

Every scar I carry holds the strength I need

It's a war that I can't win but I still believe

There's a fire in my soul though it's hard to breathe

It's …something personal but I'm letting it show

Every step I take alone is the place I grow

Through the pain through the fear through the highs and lows

This is …something personal only I'll ever know

I've been abandoned by the ones who swore they'd stay

Left with a heart too heavy trying to find my way

But in the ashes of what's left of who I was

I'm learning how to love myself just because

And maybe that's the bravest thing of all

To rise when there's no one to break your fall

I'm more than the sum of what I've been through

More than the labels they gave me too…

This is …something personal something no one sees

Every scar I carry holds the strength I need

It's a war that I can't win but I still believe

There's a fire in my soul though it's hard to breathe

It's …something personal but I'm letting it show

Every step I take alone is the place I grow

Through the pain through the fear through the highs and lows

This is …something personal only I'll ever know

Something personal… and I'm letting it show