I DON'T WANNA FEEL Lyrics

Headlines screamin' louder than my thoughts

Worlds on fire, empathy's the cost

They tell us change is coming, but it's nowhere near

I'm suffocating, breathing in the fear

I keep scrolling, every story's a fight

We're losing ground, I'm losing light

Tired of hoping when hope just breaks

All that's left is this numb ache

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna know

What it means to break, what it means to show

Tears for strangers, voices drowned

Hearts that shatter without a sound

I don't wanna feel, I just wanna go

Somewhere silence is all I know

Promises painted in fading hues

Silence isn't peace, it's just old news

Every step forward's met with chains

Every new dawn carries the same old pain

Waves crash harder, nowhere to stand

Hope is slipping right out of my hand

Why reach out when the fall is so steep?

When the climb only leaves us in the deep?

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna care

What it means to scream when no one's there

Hands that tremble, eyes that close

Fires that burn until nothing grows

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna fight

The heavy weight of endless nights

If I let myself shatter, would anyone hear?

If I lose this armor, show all my fear

Would they say that I'm weak, say that I'm lost?

When standing for truth is paying the cost?

Desperation's bitter on my tongue

Songs unsung, battles never won

I ache for quiet, I crave release

A fragile wish for stolen peace

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna cry

For a world that spins its endless lie

Tears that fall, voices that break

Echoes of a heart that can't take

I don't wanna feel, I just wanna fade

Into somewhere the noise is made

But deep inside the embers burn

A silent hope, a lesson learned

Maybe one day when storms subside

I'll remember what it feels like to be alive

To be alive

To be alive