My Life Lyrics

I can't explain this feeling that im on now

When it's time to shine, you best not fall now

I can't explain this feeling that im on now

I just hope you understand

That nothing that i've done is intentional, we're all human

Can't blame nobody else, i blame the drugs ive been abusing

Nowadays, everybody feeling like they useless

Look at my mommas eyes and i remember who i do it for

Cause my daddy went and left us when we needed him the most

The man i used to look up to done quickly turned to ghost

I'm tired of all the runaround, im tired of all the jokes

Out here praying for a miracle, im holding on to hope

Cause not too many of my people never had a chance

I do this for the ones who couldn't execute the plan

Last one in attendance but i always gave it all

I love all my brother, just please dont hesitate to call

Lately ive been on my own, looking back at my old life

Enjoying my peace of mind, tired of seeing them bright lights

Made me realize all them cars and the cold ice

Don't come with you to the grave so leave a past that's gon change the way of life

I can't explain this feeling that im on now

Lights on, it don't matter if its a small crowd

Fight hard, it don't matter if its the last round

With hard work comes great results

I came to my senses, i knew that i needed to step it up

Too many around me leeching, knew i had to cut em off

They taking up so much energy, my chakras been acting up

So much love i have for em yet theyre the ones fucking me up

Can't believe i let these niggas get away with it

I gave them everything i got and they ain't thank me for it

Had to pave my own way cause they won't do the same for me

They painting different pictures, id give them a whole story

Throwing dirt around my name, gon bring you niggas some havoc

Got niggas that run up on you and turn your block cinematic

Never been with the talking, my brothers come with some action

It's only us til the end, never worried about any trouble

My duffel been getting heavy, i'm hoping this shit don't end

My momma worried about me and this lifestyle that i'm in

Just cause im not in the scene, don't mean im not in the mix

Just hope the money im getting could repent me from my sins

I can't explain this feeling that im on now

Lights on, it don't matter if its a small crowd

Fight hard, it don't matter if its the last round

With hard work comes great results