I Don't Wanna Be Awake Lyrics

Ohhhhh, ohhh

I don't wanna be awake

I don't wanna, I don't wanna be awake

'Cause every time I'm not asleep I feel the pain

I don't wanna, I don't wanna be awake

Oh no

Grateful for things that I got

But I'm not proud of my spot

Lately been wondering, just trying to find a new plot

To take my mind off the clock

Been through a lot

Trauma is flooding my mind

Don't want to sit here and rot

It's like Mutombo is guarding me

Rejecting every time that I'm shooting my shot, woah

We flipping heads for the money

And we flipping tails 'cause it's funny

'Cause life is a game, no Atari

We're sorry, not sorry

It's a wild world like safari

Plain sacrifice, Kamikaze

Deep in a bottle, Bacardi

Aye, aye

Yeah, Gil ain't here to play

'Cause Gil is sick of the fake

Bitches would go around and put dirt on your name

They do it every day

What's there to say, bitch?

Get out my way, bitch

I cannot stay, bitch

People I haven't talked to in years

Came around 'cause they had to pay, bitch

I don't wanna live my life reminiscing

But I'm screaming out loud, they don't listen

What am I missing?

What am I missing?

What am I missing?

I don't wanna be awake

I don't wanna, I don't wanna be awake

'Cause every time I'm not asleep I feel the pain

I don't wanna, I don't wanna be awake

Oh no

Baby you know that

I done went through all the wrong crap

This is my combat

I am creating my own path

Slow down baby

It's been tough lately

Homie got to zone out, do it on the daily

Hold up, hold up, hold up

Hitting your bitch with the cobra, woah

I am so cold like the polar, woah

She give me head like a scholar, hoe

20 rounds, won't back down

Send you out, out of bounds

'Til the sun's coming down

I don't wanna be awake

I don't wanna, I don't wanna be awake

'Cause every time I'm not asleep I feel the pain

I don't wanna, I don't wanna be awake

Oh no

Yo babe

Yeah, I'm not going to lie

It's been pretty tough out here

A lot of fake stuff going on

But you already know me

I'ma keep shit going regardless

So yeah, it's time to fuck shit up

For real, for real