Hollow And Heavy Lyrics

I'm drowning in tears, I can't breathe

Hit by a shockwave I couldn't believe

I'm flooded by sadness, can't stop my tears

I lost hope when I found the truth, my deepest of fears

I'm scared, I'm slipping away, losing my mind

I'm gasping for air but I'm holding my breath at the same time

I am heavy, but hollow as a fragile shell

I feel excruciating sadness, but I'm numb as well

I'm empty inside, but full of pain

I'm broken, but keep breaking again and again

I'm already shattered, so why do shards of my heart keep splintering me more

Tearing me apart

I can't see, the world is a blur

But my life is flashing before my eyes

Like my body knows I'm about to die

You've ruined my life, there's nothing left anymore

I keep sinking lower in sadness, but I'm already at rock bottom

Bleeding out on the fucking floor

I'm sad I'm hurt, I feel weak and small

I'm angry shocked shamed I feel it all

I fucking hate you, I love you, I don't know how to be

I was in denial for a while and now I'm not

The truths killing me

I am heavy, but hollow as a fragile shell

I feel excruciating sadness, but I'm numb as well

I'm empty inside, but full of pain

I'm broken, but keep breaking again and again

I'm already shattered, so why do shards of my heart keep splintering me more

Tearing me apart

My body can't handle this shock and pain

But I can't put it away

The cold hard truth is here to stay

And I'll never be the fucking same

I feel every painful feeling in the fucking world

I'm confused, crushed, I was your little girl

I'm in a fucking vortex of grief and disbelief

But then the storm ends, and I feel numb and empty

My soul can't escape this dark exhausting night

I can't see a way out, cos you stole my little light

I can't believe it, what do I do

Why me? Why you

I never would have imagined this could ever have happened

Not to us, you loved me

I trusted you, I thought I was happy

Was it all a lie? It was

I am heavy, but hollow as a fragile shell