A Heartbeat Away ft. Ryan Oakes Lyrics

Standing on the edge of endless darkness

Barely holding on by all my fears

Sinking into my own kind of helpless

Desperate for a ticket outta here

I got an endless pit inside that it makes it hard to take a deep breath

These palpitations mimicking heart attacks so I cheat death

I'm deep inside my head running back and forth like a beep test

Was born as colorblind but the trauma got me to see red

Anger sitting deep in the chest like it's a v-neck

I take a hit and the weight lifts smokin' that meat head

I'm off the deep end but not even getting my feet wet

And still feel like I'm drowning with ankle weights on a sea bed yeah

Not sure why I kept on fighting

I've given all I had to try

Will mercy save my soul?

You may just see the end of me

It's A Heartbeat Away

All I ever wanted to be

It's A Heartbeat Away

Suffer from the judging eyes of others

Barely knowing who I am inside

Never got to reveal my true colors

Guess I'll have to save it for next time

Built up these walls and made a ghost town for a tortured soul

In a void and burning all my joints like I need cortisone

Treachery was written in the stars now that's a 'horrorscope

But it's not what I wanted shit a guess that's how the story go

Find my comfort when I'm behind my enemy lines

My skin thick, bulletproof vest, I'm strapped to the nines

I'm a ticking time bomb and that shit's a blessing in disguise

Cuz everybody knows nobody's gonna make it out alive yeah

Not sure why I kept on fighting

I've given all I had to try

Will mercy save my soul?

You may just see the end of me

It's A Heartbeat Away

(A Heartbeat Away)

All I ever wanted to be

It's A Heartbeat Away

(A Heartbeat Away)

Yea I feel, like giving up

Yea I feel, like giving up

I feel, like giving up

I feel

Yeahhhhhhh

You may just see the end of me

It's A Heartbeat Away

(A Heartbeat Away)

All I ever wanted to be

It's A Heartbeat Away

(A Heartbeat Away)

It's a Heartbeat Away

It's a Heartbeat Away

It's a Heartbeat Away

It's a Heartbeat Away