BEHIND THE SCENES Lyrics

KS

Behind the scenes

Maybe I'm scared and from a child

I haven't managed fears well

If they love you then they show you it's in the details

Around here you don't go to the beach to see shells

I've seen man be on the right track and get derailed

All cause of emotions

So when I say I'm coping I've got my cape on, I'm heroic

I've got my eyes on my future, I'm focused

Probably think I can't express my emotions

But I've got a bunch of vulnerability songs in my folder

I never had a problem exposing

I send my burdens through the clouds

When I don't it feels like I put my guard down

And I hit the ground

Mic check one two how do I sound

My brother said this is hard KS

But let's be honest it's probably not coming out

This life's a movie and every film has behind the scenes

Every tree loses leaves and every smile has silent screams

So when they tell me stay safe I say I'm trying to be

I'm sending prayers for my protection and strength when I feel weak

All these losses I had to learn it the harder way

Second chance for a grandmother's love and she passed away

I'm dealing with heartache

Never had a toothache or problems with these teeth

But the dentist said they got concerns cause I've been grinding in my sleep

I've got big dreams that's me on stage

Testifying to supporters

But nightmares cause I look back when I should be moving forward

Asking God is this a will or am I trying to force things

Ay yo Mainss we came a long way from your mum's Corsa

So when you got the spaceship you never looked at me and made me feel smaller

All these lessons that life taught us

Is nothing in comparison to how salvation made us cautious about our decisions

And that's why you survived that collision

Let's get with it

I've got a lot to be

I've got a lot to see

God please send confidence for Naomi

I wanna fly to Nairobi

Cause I've been stuck here for too long I'm starting to get cosy

I need new scenes

I need to see the world as moving at light speed

I mean

Breathe KS

But they saying we're getting older but baby steps

And you're gonna be a husband so you can't be prayerless

Leading your home so it's about how you manage stress

Cause how you gonna run your yard when you can't even run your life

It's not about you no more you're gonna have kids and Adonai

So no matter what goes on behind the scenes

You can't afford to be camera shy

I said you can't afford to be camera shy

Ay check this when you're on frontline fight like you're supposed to

Remember God chose you

Everything you've been through is to mould you

You can't step into a new season with the old you

In the midst of emotions let God hold you

Cause those things never broke you

Behind the scenes heroes need directors

Lord be my Stan Lee

Hope you understand me

I hope I allow you to lead me

So I can lead my family

And when things get too heavy for me

You give me strength so I can carry