Pedestal Lyrics

Thought it would last, smoking a pack, feeling irrational

I'm fighting my past, I'm putting my passion up on a pedestal

I'm moving too fast, I'm fading to black, stuck in the back row

I'm wearing a mask, so thank you for asking I gotta let it go

All of the things that I said no I didn't mean it, girl I'm still searching for meaning

Still tryna pull out the knife you stuck in my back, whenever I touch it I'm bleeding

Floodin my pain in some gas and I light it up, but I did too much and I'm geeking

I guess I'm thinkin too much yeah I guess I'm thinkin too much, you better believe it

Yeah, you better believe me

Too much and I'm losing all reason

I was scared that you'd turn round and leave me

Then you pulled out my heart while it's beating

You swore our love was law

Then you turned round and committed treason

Wish you saw it the way that I see it

But you couldn't cause you were a demon oh

Turns out it wasn't love

Been searching for the answers got me praying up to God

Asking what did I do wrong

But I know what I did wrong

Guess I'm sorting through my feelings when I'm making all these songs

I been looking at wrongs and tryna make em right

Guess the devil been whispering things inside my mind

Doin whatever it takes to be alright

But I don't feel alright

Pray to God it'll be alright

Thought it would last, smoking a pack, feeling irrational

I'm fighting my past, I'm putting my passion up on a pedestal

I'm moving too fast, I'm fading to black, stuck in the back row

I'm wearing a mask, so thank you for asking I gotta let it go

All of the things that I said no I didn't mean it, girl I'm still searching for meaning

Still tryna pull out the knife you stuck in my back, whenever I touch it I'm bleeding

Floodin my pain in some gas and I light it up, but I did too much and I'm geeking

I guess I'm thinkin too much yeah I guess I'm thinkin too much, you better believe it

Yeah you better believe it