Sailboats Lyrics

You know my boy Mike

He was cooking up this beat when I walked in the studio

So I said why not yeah

March 4th that was our wedding date

We said some vows and said some things we thought we'd never say

Now I gotta meditate, sleep deprived I medicate

I never thought two months later we'll have to separate

God I know you're never late but put food on a better plate

Don't know a better way, eliminate the stress away

& yeah I had some better days, I know I'm losing hope but I got faith in you

& I still pray for you, I'm filled with love so I can't hate for you

& I still got my kids know that they gon ride for me

& if a bullet was headed my way know they would die for me

Don't lie to me and say you tried cause you ain't try for me

You broke my heart so don't you cry for me

My oldest daughter spitting image of me

My youngest daughter so mature she been that way since three

Look, I look around I see these kids and they trapping now

My oldest son is Vizion, he rapping now

Get it back ain't no backing down

Now as the heaven gates open

This my point of view so sorry mama I'm broken

Sailboat baby I been stuck in the ocean

Tryna not to go crazy handle all my emotions yeah

Oh oh oh oh the blessings come

Oh oh oh oh the blessings come down

As I look around town just know my heart spin round and round

August 21st a queen was born

& when I feel my heart turning cold, she keep it warm

She'll never leave it scorn, she's the peace inside the storm

& when she was younger I used to keep in my arms

& then in December of 94, a king fell to the earth

A Christmas baby formed from pieces of dirt

Hope the streets don't get em first

See imma teach em bout the ways of life

& if somebody really love you

You ain't gotta say it twice but look

& then came June it was 2003

I felt a blessing, had the power in me

Now I got flowers for three

See she the type if you don't notice, she gon notice it

I hate the fact she had to grow up quick, I'm getting too old for this

I love my life cause I got y'all by my side

& even when I smile I still got scars that I hide

But we gon park it and ride, you see the sparks flying high

You see my children when you look in my eyes

There ain't no reason to cry

Fly little birdy

Why did you hurt me?

As I look around right now I'm hurt

Why did you hurt me?

Why did you hurt me? yeah yeah

You know sometimes you just gotta vent

Why did you hurt me?

Why did you hurt me? yeah yeah

Now as the heaven gates open

This my point of view so sorry mama I'm broken

Sailboat baby I been stuck in the ocean

Tryna not to go crazy handle all my emotions yeah

Oh oh oh oh the blessings come

Oh oh oh oh the blessings come down

As I look around town just know my heart spin round and round

Now as the heaven gates open

This my point of view so sorry mama I'm broken

Sailboat baby I been stuck in the ocean

Tryna not to go crazy handle all my emotions yeah

Oh oh oh oh the blessings come

Oh oh oh oh the blessings come down

As I look around town just know my heart spin round and round