Beautiful Thunder ft. KMO Shamaal & Sandtereia Lyrics

Oh child

Things are gonna get easier

Oh child

Things are gonna get easier

2 in the morning I'm thinking bout death

Will I make it? Swear to God its effecting my health

Been making music since 21

Now I'm 27

When it's all said & done I pray I go to heaven

I'm flying right to the sun

I think I need a reverend

I think bout my future son wondering if I'm present woah

Back with another one

Back with a loaded gun

Rapping on tracks friends in the back say I'm the chosen one

Tryna keep cool in the summer

Even when I'm rich gotta cruise in a Honda

I got a suitable hunger

Looking at the sky I hear the cries this is beautiful thunder

Know I wonder why these people lie practice losing my number

That's a fumble

Yeah you know know I tried

But y'all didn't hear my cries

& you never wonder why I didn't come around all you guys

Y'all niggas fake forreal

Know y'all niggas snakes forreal

Shark in the water I'm a navy seal

Gotta play the field but I say I'm healed

Looking at these raindrops

Praying up to God I hope the rain stops

Yeah I know these lames watch stay the same if my name flops

I gain knowledge guess this the price of the fame but I ain't stopping

I throw the dice in the game, no shame bout me

All you just got is your name

Everybody left when it got hard, all you got is your pain

Only the darkness remains

Know that I'm partly ashamed

Pray to the heaven that I'm the life of the party again

Yea yea

And if I fly away today

Hoping that you prayed

Gotta hide away today

I been on the stage

Gotta vibe today

All the pain I hide in my eyes okay

Knowing that I praying to the sky okay

Tears rolling down my face

The years that I put in wait

I just need a little patience

Cause I been feeling so impatient

Yeah yeah

Don't know if it's my time yet

I ain't really seen a check

Tryna figure out my life

Some days I don't feel blessed

Some people say it's alright

I ain't feeling all nice

Punching clocks don't even feel right

Cause I been pulling all nighters

And y'all don't even care like I care cause y'all don't do what I do

Music is the only thing that make me feel moved

College really wasn't made for me and I knew

Had to make my own way and branch off like I'm Groot

Now my babygirl done left me

Feel so neglected

Treated like a queen she was very well respected

What I'm posed to do without my baby by my side?

Sometimes I feel like giving up

It makes me wanna die

And if I fly away today

Hoping that you prayed

Gotta hide away today

I been on the stage

Gotta vibe today

All the pain I hide in my eyes okay

Knowing that I praying to the sky okay

Tears rolling down my face

The years that I put in wait

I just need a little patience

Cause I been feeling so impatient

Yeah yeah