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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2024

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So I'd like to take a couple minutes of your time to

Talk about my inner struggles, inner demons, past problems

And my new reasons on why I fight so hard every day to

Just be the best me. Yeah, yeah, yeah


Addiction, it run in my family, all of us struggle with something

Swear it go way, way back, way down the bloodline, many struggle to function

Used to keep running by, always clutching that brew, tip it back till I fill up on suds

And tip back another, then another, problems piled up and started to smother, all for a cover


I was living so low, brushing shoulders with the devil, no matter which way I go

Couldn't look into a mirror without wanting to explode

Cause I hated what I seen in the path that I even chose, didn't know though

I was so good at hiding my hurt, always looking like a good time, really was in the dirt


Always crying out for help but never could find the words

Less I put it in a rhythm and spit it out on the verse like

Cause they never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice

Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind


Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse

Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse

Cause they never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice

Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind


Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse

Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse

No need for the pabst in my rap verse

Addiction run deep in my blood so the fight that I fight have been something


I dealt with day one but as time marches on I get stronger by clutching

This bible and cross on my neck that I know will help me through the toughest

Let me fear no evil that comes in this life cause I've been through the oven

And I ain't never going back to picking up a bottle, sipping and swimming laps with the devil


Ever going back to living life wicked willing to wrestle with my sober mental

Ever try to harm my own vessel, I'm never gonna peddle backwards in a good life, in a good fight

Now I'm living right in the good light with a good sight

Doing how I should and I stood right in the face of the worst


And I cut him down with a good slice I remember when

They ain't never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice

Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind

Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse


Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse

They ain't never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice

Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind

Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse


Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse

Addiction affect a whole lot of us lots of us struggle with something

Depression been killing the ones that we love yet we jump to assumptions

Like with an overdose we all assume that they partied all day getting high right


Thought if they smiled then they happy but we never really took a second to even look behind

Addiction run deep in my blood for the longest I lived like the roughest

My head was a wreck and I hated myself even more in the substance

Would cry on the mic cause I thought they would listen if I made it sound nice


But the only one to listen was the one who gave me the strength to even rap like

If they really wanna listen you can put it to a beat with a hook make it sound nice

But they only wanna hear the dark side if you really want life gotta find Christ

I used to struggle with something that I couldn't fight all alone until I heard


God's plan now I'm living how I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse

If they really wanna listen you can put it to a beat with a hook make it sound nice

But they only wanna hear the dark side if you really want life gotta find Christ

I Used to struggle with something that I couldn't fight all alone until I heard


God's plan now I'm living how I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse

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