whats the point? Lyrics

What's the point in changing?

Why should I be waiting

When everything is weighing me down

It's weighing me down (down, down, down)

My lungs are scorched

My life's a bore

How am I supposed to do what you did before

You make it look so easy

You make it look so easy

When it's so hard for me

I stay away from conversations

Things I don't wanna hear

Plan b was never an idea but

You push it hard on me

Have I always been this stubborn (stubborn, stubborn)

I got a new kinda wonder (I got a new kinda wonder)

Will i be here next summer? (summer, summer)

or will i have a new kinda wonder (have a new kinda wonder)

I gotta know

I kept my head down, hands tied behind my back

Someone made it better whenever I make a track

Whenever I press play I wanna decay

Got so much on my mind its a shame

And for my whole life, yeah it's always been the same

So much left to say

So much left to say

But I can't find the words (no I cant find the words)

So I feel it out

And I play it loud

Every imperfection can get singled out

It all spins around

till I'm in the ground

Hit like surround sound

Till I drown out