old me Lyrics

I'm going back to the way I used to be

Insecure, low self-esteem, and naive

I was just a fool for you

I think I just watched you leave

Sometimes, I wonder if I would've crumbled by your side

Would you have lied for me, or would you have left me to dry

Not wanting to get up most days

I have my pillow holding me, but pretend it's your embrace

I'm, I'm going back to the old me

I'm, I'm going back

To the old me, who's worse than me

To the old me, who's worse than me

Staring in the kitchen, trying to figure out why I'm shaking

Something feels off and I'm lost

Staying in the bathroom trying to feel right again

But in the mirror all there is, is you

I'm, I'm going back to the old me

I'm, I'm going back

To the old me, who's worse than me

How did I allow it to get this bad

Pulled out my teeth, so I could starve half-mad

The worst part is I often look back at you like a fond memory

But you won't leave, I need you to leave

Why am I stuck to you like salt in the sea?

You never meant anything to me

So, why are you my everything?

You're haunting me, but I never asked for a ghost

I'm, I'm going back to the old me

I'm, I'm going back