until you're dead Lyrics

Lately, I've been feeling down

I've been forgetting meals

I've been faking being around

Because I'm not here when you talk to me

Might be in the nightosphere or the furthest ring

What's the use in feeling depressed?

It comes and goes and never ends

It sticks with you until you're dead

Until you're dead

Until you're dead

Wish this felt like home to me

But I don't think I was supposed to breathe

All I am is a clock ticking on repeat

Waiting for the day I break or crack

But that won't bring them back

Because I'm still the same person

What's the use in being depressed?

Used and squeezed and squished and bent

My only wish is to be happy again

But was this ever a home for me?

From the dark corners to the broken TV

Never forgiving yourself is what kills me

Why do things turn out like this?

Everyone ends up as a broken mess

And I'm the one who's sorry

Why be depressed?

If you could only feel without being a wreck

But it sticks with you until you're dead

Until you're dead

Until you're dead