Soul Pain Lyrics

Hop up on these and sing my pain away

So much that you feel my heart beat through those 808's

Been through so much pain and trauma never healed from it

I've been out here fighting demons and they still coming

Lost some homies to the streets I thought would never leave

Only time I feel okay is off that ecstasy

I fell in love and let a female get the best of me

She turned around and use my heart and love as weaponry

I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits

Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy

I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it

Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me

I gave my all to all my brothers no one ever did

And when I needed them the most they ass was never there

I did my time in jail alone but I was never scared

it only showed me that day ones never really cared

Can't nothing take this pain away

It's been hard to tame my hate

Tried to sleep it off but still I woke up felt the same today

Thinking I got soft I just been quiet better know your place

Secluded in my mental in the darkness and there's no escape

I almost lost my will to fight

Contemplating every night

for a reason to keep my faith not to give up take my life

Everything was going wrong felt like nothing going right

when that pressure got too great I found comfort in my pipe

Bitch it's on sight

Lately been in my feelings couldn't eat or sleep or write

Dealing with this depression I've been coping through this mic

Niggas in disguises tryna follow trend and hype

Stay true to myself can't ever switch I'm not type

I blame myself because I've been right here before

Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul

I blame myself because I've been right here before

Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul

I'm staying strong holding on

Staying strong barley holding on

Staying strong barley holding on

Staying strong barley holding on

Still I keep a keep lil faith

Haven't had a lot of faith

I've been praying something change

Before I give up it's too late

Still I keep a keep lil faith

Haven't had a lot of faith

I've been praying something change

Before I give and it's too late

I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits

Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy

I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it

Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me

I blame myself because I've been right here before

Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul

I blame myself because I've been right here before

Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul