Hate In My Heart Lyrics

It's time that I make me a change, I'm tryna do better, got too much hate in my heart

Through the struggle and all of the pain, see my tears in the rain, dying slowly and falling apart

I just been feeling so lost, drowning in darkness, they say it get better with time

Just to cope, I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice, hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme

It's time that I make me a change, it's time to do better, I got too much hate in my heart

Constantly at war with my demons, I fight with depression, I'm mentally falling apart

Even though shit has been hard, tryna get through the days, I've been putting my pain in my art

Just to cope I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice, hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme

Suicide, I done thought about it, these my darkest days, don't wanna talk about it

Hurt so long, I've been fighting battles, I done lost it all, but never lost the talent

This heart of mine dark and it's too cold, get drunk as I'm stare at the moonlight

Feel like I'm living with two souls, promised to my mama I do right

Lost a few brothers, I knew long, didn't get the chance to say goodbye

Even though I'm still young, I feel too old, constantly thinking about suicide

I've been going through changes, thoughts race a mile a minute

Pop outside and do business, no camera, no witness

All of the blood that he lost, won't even say who did it

These niggas be bitches, glocks with them 30 extensions

My niggas won't blank on a mission, better watch what you say

Slide on your homies and play, murder your family and squad, leave em out of commission

Make up for all of them nights, that my poor mama had cried

Swear that I can't even remember the times that I hurt her and tried to apologize

I guess you know what they say, if there's a will, there's a way

I've been exhausted for war, see it all over my face

I guess you know what they say, if there's a will, there's a way

I've been exhausted for war, see it all over my face

It's time that I make me a change, I'm trying to do better

Got too much hate in my heart, through the struggle and all of the pain see my tears in the rain, dying slowly and falling apart

I just been feeling so lost, drowning in darkness, they say it get better with time

Just to cope I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice

Hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme

It's time that I make me a change, it's time to do better

I got too much hate in my heart, constantly at war with my demons

A fight with depression, I'm mentally falling apart

Even though shit has been hard, trying to get through the days

I've been putting my pain in my art

Just to cope I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice

Hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme