Wishes Lyrics

You know I wish I could go back in time

And weigh all the pros and the cons

Of every single choice that I make

Cause the sum of my choices equates

To the life that I live now

That I keep tryna escape

I understand it now God

Demons they talk it be hard not to listen

They hover straight over

All my mama's children

Hate her so much wish that I could forgive her

When I get too numb I start drowning my liver

With liquor just knowing that I'ma die quicker

I don't even drink I'm bipolar

That shit make me sicker

And all of my problems get thicker

Since I came out my mama

I been that little nigga

Before my diagnosis I had a short temper

Voices get louder when I be alone

And ain't no one calling my phone

What the fuck did I do to be in this world alone On my own

If I'm Grandma was living

I wouldn't even care much

I'd dismiss it but it's been too damn long

I put all my emotions in damn songs

They don't listen then shit throw a tantrum

They act like I don't ball just like and1

Won't stop making music

Till I'm on your Samsung

Iphone or trap phone

I hate all these niggas

Cause they don't got no backbone

Time keep on going

Minutes look like a track phone

I wonder if they still think about Ducci

Way back home

Cause I still think about them

But it seem like uh

None of these niggas ever cared about Ducci

I risked it all never cared about losing

Keep me some motion like I'm always moving

Hating ass bitches wanna know what I'm doing

QESLEnt be the movement

Protect my heart at all times

Been abused and

I know and fell in-love with the sound of music

Gifted a talent since six learned to use it

Don't celebrate won't even

Toast with them niggas

I regret that I met most of them niggas

I gave my heart while I posted with niggas

Like how would they feel

If I ghosted them niggas

Told them I love them But never could show it

I don't think that them niggas would like it

Bitterness hatred inside for them growing

Still love them enough that I keep tryna fight it

Let it go see them Shit get ignited

I don't wanna be mad I really don't like it

Sometimes I wish I was a psychic

To know if they ever had love for me truly

Savage ass life Sometimes feel like a viking

300 a Spartan I'm smart you can't fool me

My ex swear that Ducci a cold bitch

I wish one day I could let go of old shit

I wish I could reach all my people

Ask them how come we so plagued by evil

Why you don't unlearn bad things

That they teach you

Lastly I wish as a race we was equal

My ex swear that Ducci a cold bitch

And I wish I could let go of old shit

I wish I could reach all my people

And ask them

How come we so plagued by evil

Why you don't you unlearn bad things

That they teach you

And Lastly I wish as a race we was equal

Why would you bite off

The hand that would feed you

Nigga the hand that would feed you

I wanted you around me lil nigga

No I did not need you

It's a difference

These faking ass bitches and niggas

Is see-through

Nigga no you not trippin

I wish I could go back in time

Before the environment corrupted my mind

Save Lil Jay and my grandma from dying

If I'm not talkin' then inside I'm crying

We at war with each other divided

Government officials don't try hard to hide it

If we all came together and stood for

What we believed in Together could fight it

I wish I could save

Lil Jay and My Grandma from dying

If I'm not talkin' inside then I'm crying

We at war with each other divided

And Government officials

Don't try hard to hide it

If we all came together and stood for

What we believed in Together could fight it

Government officials don't try hard to hide it

We at war with each other divided