False Endearment & Ecstasy Lyrics

Part I

All the songs that I wrote I guess you didn't listen

All the love in my notes I guess you didn't miss 'em

You used to ask me every night what I'd do to you as soon

As I saw you like I was in a prison

But now it's gone, I was scared because it started

Feeling different, like I knew that it was fading all along

But the time that I really knew is when we stayed up on

The phone for only 4 hours instead of all day and

All alone I lay here now like, yeah, mm

So why can't you wait? Wait a little for me

It really wouldn't be that hard to wait, girl

It really wouldn't that hard to stay girl

What, you think I'm dumb, think I'm lame?

You think I'm something that I'm not?

You think I'm something that I ain't?

It really wouldn't be that hard to wait, girl

It really wouldn't that hard to stay girl

Oh, you think I'm dumb, think I'm lame?

You think I'm something that I'm not?

You think I'm something that I ain't

Damn, you really couldn't wait for the truth

I told you that's not me, you said "don't make no excuse"

Why do you never listen, girl you ain't have to choose lies

So why can't you wait? Wait a little for me

You taking everybody's words over mine

You say I'm a liar, girl so define that word then

Cause I ain't that word then, that word's your girlfriends (yeah)

They the ones that's hurting you

Uh, why do you trust your friends, why do you listen to them?

All they do is tell you lies, they twisting the pen

Everything I say they make it out different and then

You think I'm something that I never had listed I am

Your intentions are not pure

Your intentions are not pure

Part II

Yeah, she bouta take me away, she introduced me to something

I never had and something I never thought I would, but I'm bout

To take it today, she bout to open my eyes and we bout to float

To the sky, she telling me it's all worth it, I just hope that emotion

I find when I look deep in her soul and I hope I can keep it controlled

Cause I don't wanna lose the feeling and I know I prolly won't leave

It alone once I get a little taste, she said it's better interlaced

With something that's not as strong but as long it's mixed it's

Never finna fade, when she rocked up to the crib I said don't

Knock just get in, she walked in and dropped everything and

She wanted to fuck so we did, ain't even give me an option and

Shit and we just stay locked in the bliss we felt for a moment then

Went right on to the trip, just to re-up on the bliss

And this ain't something I wanted to miss

So here we go, I start to ascend, shit, get me back down

I want this to end, I don't want to feel this forever and never

Ever remember them those things that you said, I wanna remember

Your eyes, and just how they looked when you left me to die and

Said your goodbyes, you said you would go with me

Anywhere, now I'm aware it's a lie, how could you did what

You did to me, you said it was your heart that you was giving me

I ain't know who you were, until the riddle you told me to solve

I had finally did it and realized it ain't what it seems

You the devil that replays in my dreams, you making me breathe

Unorthodox, you can't just call the shots and then just take 'em and leave