Beautiful Dreamer Lyrics

Ahem, mm

Although I put all of my trust in God, I'd be lying if I said

I wasn't fucking lost on why things gotta happen how they do

But there's just shit some you'll never know why and what's the

Cause of, and look I'm sorry that I cursed father, I just need to

Know do I really gotta work harder? Like am I not doing enough

Or is it still not my time yet? Cause I said it was back when

I first started, and now it's just getting embarrassing for me

I won't lie, my siblings and parents haven't seen not a dime

From this shit that I really promised 'em would give 'em everything

That they could fathom in a dream, and I know that it isn't all

About the money, I adore this art form, but I'm calling out to

Nothing when I put my heart and soul into this and it feels like

Nobody even listens and all this mouth is running is a bunch of

Words that'll fade into obscurity and it is scary, I don't want

The daily news in here with an obituary saying "Local Man Dies"

"This is the location of the service" with a statement from

My peers and a picture there it's, morbid but true, cause the more

Life goes on, and the stalling I do, I feel like I'm gonna end up

So fed up, it'll never better and all the things I thought that

I'd pursue will just cease to exist in my mind, dreams broken like

A piece of a crystal in time, these lonely mics seem like a distant

Reminder he hoped too high and he really missed with the rhymes

That he once used to spit, man, I feel like I'm so done with this shit

But at the same time I'm not, I'm so close, man, I don't even know

Damn