Controlling Lyrics

Um, should we just maybe go our separate ways

Like, I don't know if I can do this anymore

Eh

I'm being in control because I don't know how to Love myself and you keep hurting me

Because I don't know how to feel myself

All this drinking, all this smoking, all these drugs Just make me weak because I cannot

Help myself so someone out there please send

Help

I don't know how to fix myself but I'm gonna try My best because I feel like giving up

Until I start screaming for help

I love you, how come you're doing this

Is it because I'm always insecure thinking the worst

I always beat up myself first

This next verse is gonna hurt so be prepared

I'm gonna hurt myself again, again, again

I don't even recognize myself

I have such a curse at finding love

I think I'll heal myself

Oh, you don't think I'll find myself because I'm always drunk by myself

Sorry, I'm not there enough because I'm always blacked out drunk

I know you hate to see it but it keeps me from killing myself

Sorry, baby, you're controlling but I still don't Know myself until I take a blast

Because I'm stuck up in the past, baby

Now pass the grinder, it's behind you

Please just, baby, give it to me

I won't take this hoot because I love you and want you to stay

Please just leave me be because I know you're gonna use me

Now get out of my house because I know you are afraid of me

Girl, I gave you everything I had and you just made me bleed

And left me there alone at prom with nothing but a broken heart

I'm being controlled because I don't know how to love myself

And you keep hurting me because I don't know how to feel myself