Not Today ft. B!z3rk Lyrics

The voices in my head come out to play

Before a words even said I know what they're about to say

You know wrong from right another day you forgot to pray

I know I gotta change my ways but not today

Look

I understand that I'm capable of some changes

Frustrated bout life but there's some things that I'm not blaming

Work myself to death for payment

While slowly becoming famous

I'm brainless yet when it comes to entertainment I'm dangerous

Maybe if I was less explicit they'd feel more expressed to listen

But if I'm to paint a picture I'm Salvador with the vision

Face of war within I'm living

Been sipping yeah that's a given

But I like to think that I know my limit

So I ain't tripping

As long is it don't prohibit me

From rocking shows and killing beats

My bills are paid my daughters great

I celebrate my victories

I'm getting streams and plays from overseas

Your favorite artists notice me

I'm choosing work over sleep

I'm where supposed to be

I don't feel the need to justify by the way

I'm not perfect by any means or a shot away

Anyone could be better something we all can say

And with time I might consider it but not today

The voices in my head come out to play

Before a words even said I know what they're about to say

You know wrong from right another day you forgot to pray

I know I gotta change my ways but not today

Listen

I know there's things in my life I gotta take care of

All these sleepless nights I just read n write to these beats

I might be at peace if I would just breathe

I'm fightin these demons

Might just increase the dose of these sleepin pills

But I'm afraid I'll cease to exist

Before the police will find me deceased

Back to reality I go

Guess my mind just likes to wonder when morale is gettin low

All this harsh anxiety is really messin up my flow of what I'm tryin to accomplish

Makes it hard for me to grow

Yeah I know

Maybe I could just prioritize responsibilities

Maybe I'll write down a to do list to get my stability

Maybe I'll start to meditate just to practice tranquility

But I got shit to do so I don't got time for fragility

I'd better toughen up

Life is steady buckin up to me

A constant reminder of what I been fuckin up

Do me a favor

Stop tryin to show me what I may not attain

Any other time I'd agree with you but that's not today

The voices in my head come out to play

Before a words even said I know what they're about to say

You know wrong from right another day you forgot to pray

I know I gotta change my ways but not today