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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2024

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And I don't even know what I've been trying to prove

It feels like I've been falling from grace


Yeah


Can't seem to escape this fate

Try pleasing the masses just to be told that my music ain't even great

It's way below average

People so cold

And how many followers you get define your success

It's crazy to think how I do what I love for a living but somehow I still don't feel blessed

Ain't get enough views on a clip that I posted a week ago

God damn

Must mean that I suck

Meanwhile the video trending right now is a girl on the gram say she down to get fucked

Maybe I'm doin it wrong

I'm posting my content crossing my fingers for luck

And hoping they playin my songs but hundreds of streams will still only get you a buck

So how in the hell do I win

Do I change who I am

Do I put out an album bout sellin drugs

Fuckin bitches

Foreign cars

All the riches

Gang gang

Glocks with switches

Maybe they'll love it and I can go viral

But is the fame worth it if I'm losing myself in the process

Forcing my heart and my head in a downward spiral

Heh


I feel like I been losing myself for far too long

Far too long

For far too long


I don't really even know what I've been tryin to do

It seems like I been floating away

You love me then you love me not

These feelings gon put me in the grave

But I don't really even know what I've been tryin to prove

It feels like I've been fallin from grace

I won't lose myself just to prove myself to the people that all want me to change


But I gotta adapt

The old way don't work no more, so I gotta change up the grind

Before I get left behind

I'm already midway to 40 and worried I'll never be hitting my prime

You tell me to always stay true to myself

But then when I do it I'm wasting my time

Just give me a sign

I don't wanna change

Don't wanna conform

But I know I gotta do something and soon

Cause then if I don't I'm breaking the norm

And fuck social media

All of that hatred been bringin me down

I go to perform and post up a reel to show how I did

Then get all these messages bout how I'm corny

Nobody does that

You should just stop

Put out the song I bet you it flops

Hang up the mic

Your flow is too basic

No wonder your Spotify listeners dropped

This is the shit that get for pursuing my passion

Thinkin one day ima pop

And maybe I might

But all that I know is I'm gonna continue to rise to the top

I ain't losing myself


I don't really even know what I've been tryin to do

It seems like I been floating away

You love me then you love me not

These feelings gon put me in the grave

But I don't really even know what I've been tryin to prove

It feels like I've been fallin from grace

I won't lose myself just to prove myself to the people that all want me to change


I don't really even know what I've been tryin to do

It seems like I been floating away

You love me then you love me not

These feelings gon put me in the grave

But I don't really even know what I've been tryin to prove

It feels like I've been fallin from grace

I won't lose myself just to prove myself to the people that all want me to change

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