Meditation Is My Medication Lyrics

Meditation is my medication

I stopped poppin pills they were affecting all of my relations

I couldn't even function without em

Had my mind cloudy

They doubted me, try to clown me

Now I'm on the stage, they gettin rowdy

Mad my diamonds shine while theirs are really cloudy

Took a journey of self discovery and found the old me

Balled up in the corner like a kid neglected

Like I'm Naruto on the swing, an outcast

I know that I am not a product of my past

I just carry a lot of weight of my back

Ain't no diss to my father, don't wanna be like his ass

It's been a struggle for me to not live the type of life that he had

That's why I meditate and study to kill them demons from my past

I'm breaking the chains on my wrist and my neck

And my ankles

I'm no longer a slave to my anger, my depression, my anxiety

No longer running to the doctor for prescriptions; I have a distaste for pills

I hate the way they make feel

I never understood my anger

What would drive somebody like me to kill?

I ain't never seen nobody killed, but I seen a few bodies in a casket, and it gave me chills

Seen some bodies in my dreams, and I ain't know em

Bodies filled with hella shots that I was throwin

Where's all this comin from?

I'm not knowin

I can write it better than I can speak it

I'll put in a poem

Put it on a beat

Turn it into a song

Now you hear me flowin

I just painted a picture in ya head

Now you seein what I'm sayin like you just turned the TV on

You don't know what's on the TV

You tryna see what's goin on

It's real intriguing

It really got you in a zone

Steady playin defense

What you tryna flip the channel for?

These words are hitting

It's resonating with ya soul

I bet you feelin angry

How I know?

I been there before, but I done found my peace

I let the meaningless things go

That stressin ain't me for me

The repercussions I won't sow

This is bigger than me

I wanna watch all my kids grow

Yeah

Meditation is my medication

Meditation is my medication

Meditation is my medication