Closure and Excuses Lyrics

It's been a minute

Haven't seen you in 8 years, startin to think that you went missin

This feelin different

I tried to hate you, but now that I see you, my pain healing

What the fuck you been on?

Fuck you been on?

Where you been?

Shit, it's been about a decade

Haven't seen you since sky blue paint on the whip

That was my first car, we used to cruise in it

On the way to classes at 6AM

You stayed on the phone with ya nigga, damn

Knew I was better than him

Bad taste in my mouth like phlegm

You always spoke with the bitches that talk down

Always hang with the niggas that talk down

It was me and you against them

But I did it all myself

All myself

You went missin on me, I tried to keep to solid

We were kids back then, I was ignorant of the knowlegde I got now

From time to time, I would contemplate hittin your line

You stayed on my mind all the time

I had a lot goin on

You was the only escape at the time

Couldn't navigate my emotions, I was lost all the time

I rejected the potentials on my line

Hopin you would spin the block just one more time

But you never came back for me

Practiced holdin my tears, somethin you ain't see

Had me thinkin was this really even meant to be

Was this meant to be, oh

Now we standing in this parking lot lookin at each other

I seen your sis the other week, I almost asked how you was

I tried to brush it off, like I never gave a fuck

But the last I heard about you, you was a mother now

That shit is really wild, don't know what to do now

I got someone that I'm buildin with, so why you pop up now?

I tried to bury what we had deeper than the underground

But the memories are resurfacing now

This a letter to you

(Minute since we kicked it, you been caught up)

Gave me the closure I needed, I don't want to hear an excuse

(I don't get it, where you come from?)

Yeah

You never had to deal with that

So why you make me deal with that?