Growing Cold Lyrics

I'm staying here where I'm stuck

Living in regret

I wish we hadn't met

I love too hard and too long

I can't let it go when it's gone

Squeeze too tight it slips out of grasp

I can't make anything good last

This heart of gold

Is growing cold

Hunger for a nurturement I wish I had a dad

I'd tell him about the life that I used to have

Would it be easier to say goodbye

If I hadn't had to watch him die

Holding on, holding on

Squeeze that hand until it's lifeless

Holding on, holding on

That's all this life is

Your confusions not mine to carry

But my delusions are fucking scary

We each did what we had to do

What was right for me wasn't right for you

Don't take the fight out of me

I need the twilight to see

I want to grow to be old

And I'm going to keep my fucking heart of gold

Don't take the fight out of me

I need the twilight to see

I want to grow to be old

And I'm going to keep my fucking heart of gold