Old School Lyrics

Yeah, it's that old school feeling

Made it this far and I'm still here dreaming

I remember all those nights

Sat under the lights

Writin' to my hearts delight

Those were my youth days

This is not a phase

They sayin' I switch ways

They don't know my minds a maze

I can't have no off days

They filling me with praise

I ask the label for a raise

They look at me with haze

I tell 'em, check the account, check the amount

They tell me stack money like I'm on top of a mount

I tell 'em I'm not cookin' that kind of bread

They looked me in the eyes and this is what they said

We'll give you a raise, but you better work for it

Don't spend it on percs, 'cause you ain't deserving it

So I hit the liquor store

Go ahead and cop one more

Drinkin' till my throat is sore

Lot of damage to my core

Shop keeper kicks me out

Now my heart is trippin' out

Throw it all up before I pass out

Get in the car and hit the gas now

Drive real quick before they shoot the glass out

So I hit the highway

I'm doin' 90 on a 60

Cops tryna pull me over

I'm just tryna get free

I'm swervin' left and right

Tryna get out of sight

Fuck the speed limit

It's either I drive or I die

As I'm driving, cop bumps into my car

Throw my head to the wheel now I got a fuckin' scar

He bumps it again

Now my head is filled with pain

He gives it another try and I throw my teeth to the sky

He gets out of his car

Doesn't have to run that far

I'm tryna get up, but in my head I'm seeing stars

I start to make a run

Reach in my pocket for a gun

He shoots me once

My body goes down in a slump

Hole in my chest

The bullet sat there in a nest

My mind is racing, tryna not get stressed

He pulls me in, going for the arrest

I know it's game over, in my mind I feel a mess

Yeah

You know, I stopped drinking in 2021

I was nearly addicted to the drink

But I quit, and lifes been better since

But I often think about relapsing

And I think about the taste of a drink in my mouth

And I think, if I relapsed, how would everything change