i'm not traumatized Lyrics

I know that my great state of mind is on the way

I had it for a certain time, but then it chose to leave

It's on and off, you'd think it's something that I can't believe

But I've seen this too many times, I'm used to how it be

When I'm at home, I never feel like I can just be me

Cause I'm not one for sneaking 'round, I just wanna be free

At times I can't remember how my childhood used to be

And I'm convinced it's just my brain's way of protecting me

I know that my great state of mind is on the way

I had it for a certain time, but then it chose to leave

It's on and off, you'd think it's something that I can't believe

But I've seen this too many times, I'm used to how it be

When I'm at home, I never feel like I can just be me

Cause I'm not one for sneaking 'round, I just wanna be free

I'm not traumatized

Because I've set myself to be prepared for the worst that meets the eyes

And to myself, i apologize for taking all the blame

You know this life can really catch you by surprise

My inner self and best version is often where I choose to align

Could give a damn about the other people's sides

I overthink it when it comes to rhymes

Like is this an accurate representation of my open mind?

I cofounded all predictions, though it wasn't lies

I often felt myself caught in between the lines

If I abide to this life that I know isn't mine

I'm simply gon regret it when time comes for me to die

So the journey

Looking at myself in the afterlife and reflecting on sins

I couldn't fathom the concept of dying within

To me, that's having no purpose

Living life by somebodies wish

Show me respect, I'm somebodies kid

I'll do the same for you if time permits

I'm simply under the impression if you think that something's wrong in the world

You gotta change your shit

Been through a lot of shit, I was a kid

It might not be as much as other folks, but that's the way it really is

I eat the same food, I think it's time for me to try a different dish

Boldly stepping out into the dark abyss

That's just the way it goes

Life starts falling down like snow

You'll be thuggin through the cold

That's just the way it goes

I know that my great state of mind is on the way

I had it for a certain time, but then it chose to leave

It's on and off, you'd think it's something that I can't believe

But I've seen this too many times, I'm used to how it be

When I'm at home, I never feel like I can just be me

Cause I'm not one for sneaking 'round, I just wanna be free

At times I can't remember how my childhood used to be

And I'm convinced it's just my brain's way of protecting me

I know that my great state of mind is on the way

I had it for a certain time, but then it chose to leave

It's on and off, you'd think it's something that I can't believe

But I've seen this too many times, I'm used to how it be

When I'm at home, I never feel like I can just be me

Cause I'm not one for sneaking 'round, I just wanna be free