running into terror Lyrics

I don't think my time is over yet

I'm all alone, but I'm not lonely

You say you love me, well then show me

that shit makes me bottle up my emotion

I'm roaming round in this open world

Got myself hurt with this open heart

Nobody's pussy, that ain't stopping nothing

You can't unhook me from this form of art

I'm tryna find a place of tranquility

Don't think I'll find it till I'm moving

I'm getting distant from my family

But getting closer the vision that I see

I'm broke as fuck, boy I ain't got no bucks

But I'm still up and I been knew for so long

Running into terror ain't gon have me feeling good stuck

Using fear as my weapon, all my problems line em up, up, up

All my problems line em up, up, up

Using fear as my weapon, all my problems line em up, up, up

I got my foot up on they neck

Running into fear, ain't gon have you go forget

When you see the vision you gon know we represent

Ion know what you wanna hear from me till then

Say it once again, I got my foot up on they neck

Running into terror, ain't gon have you go forget

When you see the vision you gon know we represent

Ion know what you wanna hear from me till then, no

Okay, I got anxiety that's hiding up inside of me

I'm quietly and constantly going through the motions in the wind

And the irony is you can only tell when I have privacy

But when I'm out in public, fake a smile and then pretend

And the only thing providing me a peace of mind

Is honestly the same thing that's dividing me from this society

I'm so entirely up out of it, but in it at the same time

Get that feeling when I spend my day up out the crib

I'm only 20 but I'm never feeling like the age

It's like my inner child is still with me and present everyday

But at the same time, I feel like I'm not growing in a way

If it wasn't for my parents, don't know where my head would lay

But I'm here for a reason, God done put me in this place

I'm tryna learn the lesson, so I'll find a way out to escape

It always feels like I'm alone in this

Cause ain't nobody near me can relate

And if they do then I don't see em most of days, nigga