Stuck In Between Lyrics

Said it's crazy how much really changed

Even crazier than it seem

I just checked into my therapy so I could really say what I mean

Took a nightmare and I made it a dream

Took my low points and created a high

Really ain't used to me taking my time

Fighting myself, trying to make up my mind

If they ain't show love, then I'm hating them back

I can't play this shit, I'm not okay with it

But I'ma say this shit just to make you react

Made me like this, now they hate that I'm that

If I said it, know I meant it

Fuck, I look like I going and taking it back

Knew when I sent it, she won't get the message

Even when she read it, know she voted it down

Only show interest when they getting credit

I've been stuck in my head, let me show you around

Shoulder the weight when you shoulder the crown

Know that you're great, but they saying be humble

Can't be that way till I get what I want

Get in my way and I tell them it's fuck em'

Remember they said that I'd never be nothing

Now I look around like this is better than nothing

Can you read between them

Cause really my thoughts got a way of fucking with me

Said my dad was a demon, my mama an angel

I guess I'm just stuck in between

Why they compare us

I took my dogs out the barracks

They really all soldiers to me

Can't ever hold us, we ain't ever fold under pressure

And really it's something to see

And I swear they ain't fucking with Cheeze

Made a bunch of trees out of a couple of seeds

And I know it's something they'd kill for

I'm so used to this blood on my leaves

Promise ya'll we got more to achieve

And we've been in the stu like we don't wanna leave

Chasing our dream like we stuck in our sleep

I'd do anything just to make em' believe

I'm still chasing my dreams, running through scenes

Baby, I'm so out of breath, been down on my knees

Just talking to God, but this ain't me calling for help

I got like so many people that want me to fail

But many more people relying on me

Feel like the people been spying on me

Hope people know I keep that iron on me

Feel like game seven in finals with me

Baby, don't talk if you lying to me

She like they tell me I'm boring

And I like to tell her in foreign

I kind of agree

I ain't even talking no shit when I say that I'm roaring

That just be the lion to me

Dying to meet the good side of you

And I promise you ain't getting by without me

And my sister called, but I don't wanna talk

So I just watch the phone while it ring

My mama like music, my daddy like working

I guess I'm just stuck in between

Wish I could talk to my sister

But honestly, can't even talk to myself in the mirror

Vision been blurred, can't even hear

Words gettin' slurred, can't even steer

Probably doing 130

I'm moving in a hurry, I'm banging the gears

Probably moving something

I'm with Birdie in Fear Of God

In God I fear

Probably moving something I'm with Birdie

We cooking it dirty, but making it clear

Wish I could look at my brother

But honestly, can't even look at myself in the mirror

Can you read between them

Cause really my thoughts got a way of fucking with me

Said my dad was a demon, my mama an angel

I guess I'm just stuck in between

Why they compare us

I took my dogs out the barracks

They really all soldiers to me

Can't ever hold us, we ain't ever fold under pressure

And really it's something to see

And I swear they ain't fucking with Cheeze

Made a bunch of trees out of a couple of seeds

And I know it's something they'd kill for

I'm so used to this blood on my leaves

Promise ya'll we got more to achieve

And we've been in the stu like we don't wanna leave

Chasing our dream like we stuck in our sleep

I'd do anything just to make em' believe

Hard to see what's in front of me

Felt it in my heart when they done with me

Ain't have no soles on these SB's

I know my enemies still company

I sat back and I thought a lot

But thoughts won't change my mama life

I can't wait around like I got the time

I'm getting too close to that bottom line