Let Myself Down Lyrics

Ain't need to go and lie to you, I know who you are

Always know when I be trippin', seen that shit from afar

Know I never been the type to go and wish on a star

But I been runnin' outta options, need to take what I saw

I swear my brother, he the realest, sat me down with a plan

Said, little bro, let's run this music up as far as we can

I swear he got me from the start, he said, you only need some heart

And all these others gonna fall as long as we stickin' with our mans

Man, I swear to God, don't bother me

Cause every time I fall asleep, I'm scared to die

Them New Balenciaga sneaks with Prada jeans

Look, baby, are you proud of me or scared to try

Look, baby, I been better now, yeah

And we can do this for forever now, yeah

And I been sober, I been holdin' out

Waitin', I been hopin' now for you to come and hold me down, yeah

She on her way, though, hittin' all them angles

And she so funny, she my lover, use my lingo

And she a baddie undercover as an angel

Had me since the start, I pray she never gonna change, yeah

Never even thought that I would make it this far

Can't tell you how I feel without breakin' your heart

Karma catch-up, I'm tryna break for the score

Grateful for the lows, they tend to make who you are

I know they hatin' on the low, it must really hurt they soul

I threw away some tracks, when I knew they were a go

Too focused on opinions, I can't focus on no more

Can't focus on that bullshit I never hope I saw

She want the realest, but girl, real ain't what you want

Take your coat off and leave your feelings at the door

Thirteen, wonderin' bout a meal when I got home

Guess that's why we go out and I spend what I want

By myself now, by myself now

How the fuck I let myself down

How the fuck I let myself down

And I know what she after when she try with me

Everyone's selfish, girl, don't you lie to me

And I can never tell the truth oh, the irony

Come to this fountain and youth girl, and die with me

Really, I just wanna make it to Forbes

I know you love other problems, but you hate when they yours

I can never give daps or give thanks for remorse

I can't let it all happen when I seen it before

I can't give up this rap until my team on the tour

Courtside, you can see the fucking gleam on the floor

Triple beam dreams, we was meeting fiends at the door

Say I seen things, wouldn't even show what I saw, really

Let it go with like a curve with the ball, I probably

Let it go at the third of the cost

Ferrari, sit right when you open the doors

These Sace's, get me high

You can see when I'm on