That Night Lyrics

Let me take you back to the exact place

My heart shattered

In an old bathroom, next to shared dorm rooms

Where I learned I never mattered

I lost my breath, felt the hot tears

When it was confirmed, my biggest fear

The knife cut, I wasn't even a choice

Left bleeding it died a part of me

That night

Felt the warm June wind right on my skin

But my heart was iced over

Reached for your hand, lost my balance and landed

On the ground, it got colder

Stayed there for hours, flattened all the flowers

That I grew just for you with tears and hope but

We never spoke about

That night

That night

A few weeks past, didn't dare to ask me

How I was doing

In fact, you avoided me at all cost

And darling I was so lost

Cause "friends" don't do this

But it hit me on the plane

Cursing your stupid name

How I was strung along

An ego check, or just one wrong step

But I remember it all

From that night

That night

That night

It's been over a year

Still there's so much fear of what you'll say

Will it bite?

If this all comes out

All the stories about

That night