If I Never Met Him Lyrics

I was stuck in a daydream

But I was just lost, it was hazy

Never did well with driving at night

And the stars were pretty dull in the sky

I was stuck in a daydream

Turned nightmare

Now there's someone new to hate me

And I can't get over it

Not even a little bit

And it takes up all my nights

All my time

Trying to figure out what I didn't do right

Cause he's haunting my whole being

And I wonder how I'd dress

If we just never met

I was lost in a fantasy

But now I know that it was just me

There weren't any signs to see

But I don't know how to let things be

I was lost in obsessions

Of letters, long stares and how I'm dressing

But it was all the lesson

Loving's not what I'm best in

And it takes up all my nights

All my time

Trying to figure out what I didn't do right

He's haunting my whole being

And I wonder how I'd dress

If we just never met

He broke me

And left me bleeding

I think about the girl I'd be

If he never met me

I wouldn't be stressing out about every little thing

All the details, the writing in between

And maybe I would trust better

And know that love was never there

And that's not how it's supposed to be

Cause he's haunting my whole being

And I wonder how I'd dress

If we just never met

He broke me

And left me bleeding

I think about the girl I'd be

If he never met me

I was wishing for some kind of heaven

But heaven's if I never

Never

I was wishing for some kind of heaven

But heaven's if I never met him