HONEST TO GOD////IT ALL HIT THE FAN Lyrics

Uh, I gotta bunch of friends

No surprise with that

But are they real enough?

To have my back

"Oh is he giving up?"

Why you asking that?

I mean no seriously

Like why are you asking that?

Huh ok

Enough with fake friends

I know I got a lot of them

Why not?

Ask another question like uh

"Is he gonna make it?

And I hope

That if he does

He makes enough

To keep it up

Cause he has a lot

That is going on

But I hope he doesn't pay the cost

For gaining what he want"

I am so done with people

Acting like they are real

Will I ever be the person I was?

Cause I was living so passionate

I was so limitless

But now I'm acting like I don't give a what

And now I'm here as a broken man

Now it all hit the fan

But I ain't used to being sad as this much

So tell me what is this reckoning

Cause it is so saddening

I'm just being real and honest to God

Tell me what's the prize for being real?

People act different and say you're weird

I don't know why it's a big deal

They were your friends but now they fear

If and of what you can become

They want a show where you look dumb

They want to control the outcome

Cause they can't imagine if you won

They want to know where you is from

To despise as their rule of thumb

I can't imagine giving up

I heard they said I really suck

Say, can I really be the one

They push round as the underdog

I think I really had enough

Time to put it in the hands of God

I am so done with people

Acting like they are real

Will I ever be the person I was?

Cause I was living so passionate

I was so limitless

But now I'm acting like I don't give a what

And now I'm here as a broken man

Now it all hit the fan

But I ain't used to being sad as this much

So tell me what is this reckoning

Cause it is so saddening

I'm just being real and honest to God