I Dropped A Project Lyrics

I dropped a project I loved for the world to see, now I hate it

I thought there'd be something more, now my morals are running adjacent

It's funny becoming a patient has given me plenty of patience

I'm sorry I'm vacant, the meds that I'm on

Fading away like a soft summer fog

And I don't know why I keep falling away

With my head in my hand and my heart on my plate

And this money don't grow when I water the bank

I been writing so long, I don't know what to say

When I'm not at the mic I don't feel I'm enough

Anxious as fuck and I'm looking for luck

When I see her, I'll tell her I just need a cup

This cake that I'm baking is bigger than us

She was the person with cursive on all of her binders

And pages she kept

I am the person, the reason she wrote all the words

That she did when she left

I thought it was worth it but now I'm debt

I ended deserted, the things I defend

The things in my head

Things that I said

The people I hurt

I'm better off dead

I'm sorry I said it, but fuck it man

That's how I feel

A couple more singles, I'm getting a deal

A couple more women is losing appeal

I ain't sleeping too much, I'ma carry my shield

Let me bury myself if I stop being me

Just imagine the things that you're not gonna see

The trauma I carry, the cop in the street

Got an eighth in the bag but it's not what it seems

I dropped a project I loved for the world to see, now I hate it

I thought there'd be something more, now my morals are running adjacent

It's funny becoming a patient has given me plenty of patience

I'm sorry I'm vacant, the meds that I'm on

Fading away like a soft summer fog

Hello doctor, hello copper

I was messy and she was proper

The helicopters are getting close

I hear the sirens

Did you like the show

Won't you let me go

Tied to the bed in the back of the van

There's mud on my knees and there's blood on my hands

I'm concealing the feeling I might be a lamb

I'll reveal it by giving you all that I am

I've seen addiction, I see what it does

She got prescriptions for all of her drugs

She lugging her baggage, she carry too much

She trying to manage without having love

There I go on a tangent again

I'm rambling again

I gamble with Satan and God is a friend

I planted myself in a hell of a fence

I don't know think that they know what I meant

Emergency services thinking I'm strung out

He's prolly just off of his drugs now

Let's leave him to itch in the dug out

When I first threw a pitch, it's a shutout

I try to tell it like I know it is

Tryna learn to fucking cope with this

Take it slowly when you open this

It's getting lonely tryna shoulder this

I dropped a project I loved for the world to see, now I hate it

I thought there'd be something more, now my morals are running adjacent

It's funny becoming a patient has given me plenty of patience

I'm sorry I'm vacant, the meds that I'm on

Fading away like a soft summer fog