Hoping You Fix Me Lyrics

I was hiding in the brush when that storm came

Building pockets of disgust on that door frame

There's quite a lot to carry, but it's your pain

And no one else can take that shit away

So much poison in my stomach

I'm drinking to draw a blank

My family never notice, I'm hoping that I can change

I don't wanna see the problem

But honest, I feel the same

So obsessive over sonics

When I really need some faith

But it wasn't how they raised us, raised us

I never thought that he would save us, ahh

Do you miss me now, I might drop this

I can't help myself but be obnoxious

I put my heart in the mix

I put my heart in the mix

And now I'm hoping that you miss me

Shut up, and shut up, and go

Will you fix me now, I might drop this

I can't stop myself I feel nauseous

I put my heart in the mix

I put my heart in the mix

And now I'm hoping that you fix me

Shut up, and shut up, and go

Tossing and turning, I slept in the shed

Momma still cooking, these floods are a mess, ayy

Joey still working, we all knead the bread, true

My head is still blurry on things that I said

I keep pondering my own death and walking out at nightfall

I'm so in denial, every thought is like I'm tribal

Spiral and spiral, light up the bible

I was a pyro, I needed the warmth

Now I'm tryna keep myself from the crawl back

It's prolly better if you never tend to call back, don't call back

Do you miss me now, I might drop this

I can't help myself but be obnoxious

I put my heart in the mix

I put my heart in the mix

And now I'm hoping that you miss me

Shut up, and shut up, and go

Will you fix me now, I might drop this

I can't stop myself I feel nauseous

I put my heart in the mix

I put my heart in the mix

And now I'm hoping that you fix me

Shut up, and shut up, and shut up, and go

I put my heart in the mix

Now I'm hoping you miss me

I don't know where to begin

But I'm hoping you fix me