In a Way That's Beautiful Lyrics

Why can't I believe you

When you tell me

You're gonna stay

Why can't I believe you

When you say

I make your day

Why can't I believe you

When you tell me the truth

Maybe I'm just scared

I want you

But you won't want me too

Cause if I hurt myself

Before you can hurt me

Then I can feel like

I'm in control

But at the end of the day

I'm still left hurting

Just in a way

That's less beautiful

Maybe I'm a burden

Or maybe you're just busy

Either way I'm feeling

Just a little too uneasy

So I start overthinking

Until I am panicking

About a story I made up

That's not really happening

Cause if I hurt myself

Before you can hurt me

Then I can feel like

I'm in control

But at the end of the day

I'm still left hurting

Just in a way

That's less beautiful

Maybe one day

I'll get over myself

And let go of the fear

That likes to hold me back

But until then

I'll just repeat the cycle

And hope you meant it

When you said you'd last

Cause if I hurt myself

Before you can hurt me

Then I can feel like

I'm in control

But at the end of the day

I'm still left hurting

Just in a way

That's less beautiful

So can I learn to love hurting

In a way that's beautiful

Can I learn to love hurting

In a way that's beautiful