The Kill Switch Lyrics

There's a kind of comfort

When hiding from the monster

Residing in my head

And I know that I could run

But I'm getting kind of tired

Knowing that it won't be worth it in the end

When there's a switch inside my brain

I go from being numb, feeling okay

To everything hitting me all at once

But I still hide my face

And act like I'm okay

Knowing I'm just pretending

That the kill switch hasn't won

And I know this is a chase

And it's only a matter of time

That I cannot promise days

Only the minutes that pass by

When I am too tired to run from a monster

I find my comfort in knowing it could all be over

When there's a switch inside my brain

I go from being numb, feeling okay

To everything hitting me all at once

As I still hide my face

And act like I am okay

I can't admit that the kill switch already won

Oh, oh

When I am exhausted but I cannot sleep

I find my comfort in destructive relief

But don't you worry

I'm only feeling everything

As I keep distracting

And we keep pretending

That the monster at the kill switch isn't, isn't me

And I will hope you never realize reality

That the monster at the kill switch is me