Two Sides Lyrics

Hello kaylyn, I know you didn't think you'd be seeing me again

What's the matter? I know it's been some time, you don't remember you're old friend

That's fine, we'll run it back, let's take you back to where it all began

And when we're done with the dissection we can take a look at your lifespan

I see you've changed, got some style and lost a lotta weight

But no matter what you can't shed the parts of you that you grew up

Knocked on your door when you were fifteen, back then you just let me in

Stuck around for a while, we grew close, could even say I was your best friend

I watched you put a blade to your wrist, but I'll stop there before we dive right in

After everything we went through you tried to get rid of me didn't you ?

I'm like a cloud forming above your head, the more you shine the bigger I get

Until it starts to rain and the lightning hits

Leave me unkept and before you know it you're snowed right in

We're being honest? I'm the only one from high school that you got left

You didn't know it but I've been here since birth and I'll be here til death

Like the brother you never had, when you look in the mirror it's not you it's me you reflect

Don't mean to cut you off

But you've been out my life for some time, and you ain't my friend

Don't get me wrong I know depression but it's not a thing that never ends

Your not wrong, you are a cloud, you pass over before it shines again

And yeah it gets rough but your not a villain you just play pretend

Wanna go there? Well yeah, I did slit my wrist

I used to watch the blood pour out and in a weird way it gave me bliss

But I learned to express my thoughts without you I looked to god and he gave me this

Through hard work and dedication I made it out of where you put me in

But I still feel down, every now and then, buy a day pass and I go right in

I sit down and let the bad thoughts in, some times I miss the gates and I stay within

Eventually I'll get up and leave, won't let the devil in

This is my outlet, now back to you

Now back to you so you can reminisce

Oh wow! You must be proud

You grew some balls well how profound

Think you're a big shot above all else

But when you're alone I know your head gets loud

You've had a lot happen over the past few months, did you write that down?

Every little thing no matter how you look? No matter what, did you jot that down?

We both know those are songs that you won't put out

They're a little real for what you like to write and what you like to rap about

You'd rather rhyme about the money you have, I'll give you that your a smart saver

But when the ones who need you the most reach out your not a life saver

Quite the opposite really, you'll show love in a screen saver

Do me a favour

Write a few songs and add just a little flavour

Mix in some truth, something they can savour

And maybe, now listen close, just maybe then you can be a saviour

Well lucky you I did just that

EP's a home run give me a bat

Not so fast this is my show no talking smack

I'll take the reigns you can't have them back

you've done enough thanks for the chat

your the mouse and I'm the cat

Say your last words Kaylyn

I really wish you hadn't done that