Fake My Death and Run Lyrics

It scares me how I can't just restart

What can I do but watch it fall apart

What is this world I can't control

Too many mistakes are taking their tole

And my mind is distant from my soul and my bones

Its been that way since I tried to numb pain

But now my mind sits all on its own

Numbing my life till I go insane

And I'm not scared of death but I'll never pull my own trigger

But I just hate to live cause I'm scared I'll never be the winner

And in my mind I know that I am just a wretched sinner

And as I go the world's weight just grows a little bigger

I wish I could just

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

Tried to reset and...

Forget all that I've done

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

I'd leave no one in need, so I let myself dream

Would really anything change if I got up to leave

And what's holding me down from being dust in the wind

Except that little hope that my life will soon begin

And I'm not scared of death but I'll never pull my own trigger

But I just hate to live cause I'm scared I'll never be the winner

And in my mind I know that I am just a wretched sinner

And as I go the world's weight just grows a little bigger

I wish I could just

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

Tried to reset and...

Forget all that I've done

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

And I'm not sure it'll fix anything

But maybe one day I'll be desperate enough to try

Until then I'll try and sing

Everything out of this mind

Cause I'm not scared of death but I'll never pull my own trigger

I just hate to live cause I'm scared I'll never be the winner

And in my mind I know that I am just a wretched sinner

And as I go the world's weight just grows a little bigger

I wish I could just

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run

Tried to reset and...

Forget all that I've done

Fake my death and...

Fake my death and run