Turning 20 Lyrics

Finally I'm turning twenty

But now I wish I wasn't that old

Cause I feel so behind I should running

But I still don't know where to go

And I had a talk with my ten year old self

He said I can't wait to grow up and be you

No you don't, I got nothing figure out

He just smiled and said I bet you will soon

But what if he's wrong

But I know I worry too much

But the older I get the less I'm enough

When will I be happy with who I've become

I had a dream of writing songs

That people could always come back to

But that dream is taking way too long

But oh my love so are you

I had a talk with my friend Hope

He said maybe he could swing by for a little while

But soon after that he said he'd have to go

See there's other people he has to help smile

And as he leave it gets so cold

And he comes less as I grow old

And it doesn't help I feel so alone

But when will I be happy with who I've become

I used to wake up and jump out of bed

But now I wake up to all my regrets

And my only motivations are the fears in my head

And the hope that my future somehow is better than this

But what if I'm wrong

But I know I worry too much

The older I get the less I'm enough

When will I be happy with who I've become

Cause finally I'm turning twenty

But now I wish I wasn't that old

Cause I feel so behind I should running

But I still don't know where to go