SugarCrash Lyrics

At it alone again

Throwing my phone again

At something yeah

Now it's broken

Not like anyone would notice

Tell me it's all okay

Lie to me straight to my face

I know you mean nothing you say

No words truer spoken

I don't think you understand

Why I'm standing up here

Okay I'm

23 stories up high and I think that this is the

Last page

I don't know why you try as hard to keep me standing up

So steady

It'd be so much easier falling right now just one push

I'm ready.

I'm on a sugar crash

I ain't got no fucking cash

Maybe I should take a bath

Cut my fucking brain in half

I'm not lonely

just a bit

Tired of this fucking shit

Nothing that I write can make me

Feel good

I'm on a sugar crash

I ain't got no fucking cash

Maybe I should take a bath

Cut my fucking brain in half

I'm not lonely

just a bit

Tired of this fucking shit

Yeah

I don't think you wanna watch

But maybe I'll jump and I'll fly

What a twist to the plot that'd be when I was so ready to die

You tell me that's not how it works

That if I jump I will bleed

But I don't care if it hurts

That's what I want, don't you see?

Everyone around me

Everyone I've known and loved

Can reassure me all they want

But I know I am not enough

It's just sympathy

They pity me

It's sad to see

They're still worried

My mental state

Is unhealthy

I think my time is up

I'm on a sugar crash

I ain't got no fucking cash

Maybe I should take a bath

Cut my fucking brain in half

I'm not lonely

Just a bit

Tired of this fucking shit

Nothing that I write can make me

Feel good

I'm on a sugar crash

I ain't got no fucking cash

Maybe I should take a bath

Cut my fucking brain in half

I'm not lonely

Just a bit

Tired of this fucking shit

Yeah

Feeling shitty in my bed

Didn't take my fucking meds

Sad Lo-Fi up in my ears

Everything just disappears

Don't wanna be someone else.

Just don't wanna hate myself

Just don't wanna hate myself

But I don't deserve to feel good.

I'm on a sugar crash

I ain't got no fucking cash

Maybe I should take a bath

Cut my fucking brain in half

I'm not lonely

Just a bit

Tired of this fucking shit

Nothing that I write can make me

Feel good

I'm on a sugar crash

I ain't got no fucking cash

Maybe I should take a bath

Cut my fucking brain in half

I'm not lonely

Just a bit

Tired of this fucking shit

Yeah