no, i'm not ok Lyrics

I stare into the mirror see a stranger in my eyes

Caught in the wreckage of all my shattered lies

Every smile's a mask every laugh's a cry

In this carnival of shadows where the truth can't hide

I'm bleeding out but I wear the smile

Pretending everything's alright for a while

But inside I'm breaking can't you see

Lost in this maze of who I'm supposed to be

'Cause I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

I'm drowning in this masquerade (In this masquerade)

A soul torn apart lost in the fray

I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

In the darkness where I stray (Where I stray)

Searching for the light to lead the way

Haunted by the echoes of what could've been

In the wreckage of dreams I'm lost within

Every step I take the ground feels cold

In this world of illusions where truths unfold

I'm bleeding out but I wear the smile

Pretending everything's alright for a while

But inside I'm breaking can't you see

Lost in this maze of who I'm supposed to be

'Cause I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

I'm drowning in this masquerade (In this masquerade)

A soul torn apart lost in the fray

I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

In the darkness where I stray (Where I stray)

Searching for the light to lead the way

I'm not okay

Underneath the way

Haunted by the echoes of what could've been

In the wreckage of dreams I'm lost within

Every step I take the ground feels cold

In this world of illusions where truths unfold

'Cause I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

I'm drowning in this masquerade (In this masquerade)

A soul torn apart lost in the fray

I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

In the darkness where I stray (Where I stray)

Searching for the light to lead the way

In the echoes of my heartbeat I'll find the light

In the shadows I'll stand and fight

I'll rise from the ashes break through the gray

In the truth of who I am I'll find my way