ornament 1/25 Lyrics

At your desk

With your spine at a right angle

And your knees spread at one-twenty

And your feet at two and ten

Catch a glimpse

Of the freckles on your upper lip

They're curling and I think I'm

Finally looking in your head

Stash my jacket

In my mom's backpack from college

With the straps pulled tight enough

To take the pressure of my chest

My shirt is tight enough

To tease the threat of dress code

And I'm teasing you with something

But I don't know what it is

The path to mass acceptance

Is a vulnerable trek

Your friends are so damn funny

When they laugh at my expense

Wrestling into your bubble's

Not a way to live

But going as an ornament's

The only real way in

You're right

I hate my lurid lipsticks

And I detest windy days now

'Cause my hair sticks to the gloss

I once dreamt

Of a perfect tiny wedding

But you're not a perfect person

And you won't dance to this song

I adore

The tan across your shoulders

I pale to compare pallid skin

My tone is getting brusque

Nicotine and protein drinks

And coated ibuprofen

If I die I hope my rotten mouth's

Still good enough to fuck

It might be much better

If I don't know it occurs

Your traces in my ashes

And I won't know that it hurt

Wrestling into your bubble's

Not a way to live

But going as an ornament's

The only real way in

Going as an ornament's

The only real way in

Going as an ornament's

The only real way in

Going as an ornament's

The only real way in