Bergamot Lyrics

Spelled like it sounds I'm guessing

Reckon I'm a mess at this point

Generational reckoning

Signed the head side of the coin

I'm repulsed by what I've got

It makes me sad to consider staying

But I don't think I could stand losing

All these things I've come to hate

Long term work perfecting form of

Forming formal terms and words and

Set in motion worm my way to

Something new that always hurts

I wonder if I'm really worse

Than how I was when I was young

Or if I'm better at forgetting

Every time I said something dumb

As a kid got in my head

That nothing's worse than being young

And I think maybe it's still true

But being older really sucks

You talk too much, you talk too much

You said it then and then forgot

Nobody loves me cause I don't talk

I hate you cause you don't shut up

Bergamot and broken dreams

Hanging off bridges by my knees

It's self obsession and self pity

Bide me time to wallow slowly

Lowly little stupid boy

I'd walk it off if I wouldn't faint

He cries and laughs and jumps for joy

The inverse of a treasured saint