won't you stay? Lyrics

I can't fall asleep

Awake with these questions and the broken memories

And they just keep on playing on repeat and I can't stop myself from wondering about what could have been

But I'm so afraid

That you'll leave me and then I'll have to pretend to be okay

So please, won't you stay?

I know you'll never love me back, so it'll hurt me either way

It's 3 am, I should be asleep

But instead I'm thinking about you

Once again awake

I bet you didn't notice the smile you saw today was fake

Cause all day along I was just a breath away from breaking down

But I can't bring myself to ruin your day

And it all keeps spinning round and round

And I can't even make a sound

So I write this in my head to keep me from falling apart

But I'm so afraid

That you'll leave me and then I'll have to pretend to be okay

So please, won't you stay?

I know you'll never love me back, so it'll hurt me either way

It's 3 am, I should be asleep

And why does it feel like my friends hate me

When all they do is have boundaries

And I can't even bring myself to say

I need you here with me

And why does it feel like I'd lose it all

If I didn't answer one fucking call

Yeah all of that makes it so I can't fall asleep

No I can't fall asleep

I'm so afraid

That you'll leave me and then I'll have to pretend to be okay

So please, won't you stay?

I know you'll never love me back, so it'll hurt me either way

But I'd never say

Cause I know it isn't what you need

Oh, why am I awake?

It's three am, I should be asleep

But instead I'm thinking about you

No instead I'm thinking bout you

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