IM OKAY, IM NOT OKAY Lyrics

I'm okay with watchin' from afar

But baby, I just wonder where you are tonight

Honestly, I'm so afraid to talk

It's crazy cause you're always on my mind

Even if you're far away

You always have the best of me

I think it's funny you don't know I love you I think it's funny you don't know I want you

I think it's funny, girl, it's so insane You probably don't even know my name

But baby, girl, I fiend for your love Every time I see you, I just wanna give you a hug

I'm not used to company, so I just take the drugs

I don't wanna tell you I don't wanna fuck this up

But every night I look up at the stars

I feel you, baby, even when you're far away

I hope that one day I can show you off

I hope you know you always have the best of me

I pray that you're not hurtin' in the dark

I wish that sometimes it would just be you and me

I wish I played my part from the start

And now I have to see you fall in love with him

But I'm okay with watchin' from afar

But baby, I just wonder where you are tonight

Honestly, I'm so afraid to talk

It's crazy, cause you're always on my mind

Even when you're far away

You always have the best of me

I'm okay with watchin' from afar

But baby, I just wonder where you are tonight

Honestly, I'm so afraid to talk

It's crazy, cause you're always on my mind

Even when you're far away

You always have the best of me

I'm not finished yet

Sometimes I have dreams of me and you

I wake up and realize you left

Now I can't sleep, I need some Benadryl

In 60 years, shit, I'll probably have these feelings still

In 60 years, shit, you probably won't even think of me

In 60 years, shit, you'll probably have a wedding ring

I have to tell my grandkids that it's not okay

I have to tell them you're the one that really got away

And if I take these pills, 2 N I T E ! I just might go to space

And if I tell you that I love you, you won't feel the same

And when the morning turns to dark, I will feel the pain

I wish I told you, but I didn't know just what to say

But I will love you anyways, if you're far away

I hope that one day you will leave and then I'll be okay

ASHWAGANDHA... ASHWAGANDHA In My System make me concentrate

I am not okay

I don't know why I feel this way

Baby I been feeling pain

But you don't care anyways