Now Lyrics

The memories, they live rent free

Inside my mind, and I can't sleep

I lose my grip on reality

And I'm back in the moments you were mad at me

And I can't let go of the times I fucked up

And I shake and cringe at the times I should have shut up

No matter how good things get, I just can't forget

Why can't I, appreciate, the things I have, I can't replace

The times we've had, but I can't erase

The sadness, the madness

I don't know how, to live in the now

There's a pain in my smile, there's a dam behind my eyes

The tears well up, and I keep them inside

Cause I don't wanna ruin all the time

All the time we almost didn't get

I try so hard to move on

But there's still regret

Why can't I, appreciate, the things I have, I can't replace

The times we've had, but I can't erase

The sadness, the madness

I don't know how, to live in the now

The time is gone, the time we've lost

The time we've spent, as our paths crossed

Let's restart, today help me, find a way, to put the past away

Please oh please forgive me, for all my mistakes

Why can't I, appreciate, the things I have, I can't replace

The times we've had, but I can't erase

The sadness, the madness

I don't know how, to live in the now