First of the Year Lyrics

Why do I long for the years

That I thought then was the worst time

Of my life

Sixteen, unseen, I was so mean

Feeling like the same kid I was then, now

When did I forget to grow up?

Is there any way to put this on pause?

I'll disappear first of the year

Change my perspective

And try to accept that

Those days are gone

The curtains drawn

Pick up the pieces and walk away

I'm at the age where life is changing

Yet still it stays the same

Stays the same

Losing it all yet gain something new every single day

Ain't that just strange?

When did I forget to grow up?

Is there any way to put this on pause?

I'll disappear first of the year

Change my perspective

And try to accept that

Those days are gone

The curtains drawn

Pick up the pieces and walk away

Time to grow up

Time to move on

Time to grow up

I don't wanna

Have to grow up

Time's a loser

I don't wanna

I'll disappear first of the year

Change my perspective

And try to accept that

Those days are gone

The curtains drawn

Pick up the pieces and walk away