Sadboi Lyrics

I can't shake this feeling

That maybe you don't hold the key

And I don't know how to fight it

Trust me, I've tried to deny it

So if I haven't made myself clear

Or said the things you want to hear

I'll try my best to say them without fear

I didn't realize it was still open

But I'm shutting that door tonight

Do you see me

Running around in your dreams

Or do you want me tangled in your sheets?

I thought I would realize

But it feels like it's taken me forever

I was too scared to find a reason

That we couldn't be sad together

So if I haven't made myself clear

Or said the things you want to hear

I'll try my best to say them without fear

I didn't realize it was still open

But I'm shutting that door tonight

Oh, I'm shutting that door tonight

("Look, you had a beautiful friendship … maybe more than a friendship … and I envy you")

Blind eyes are better than a wrecked mind

Feels like I left something behind

You say let's run away, we'll be happy and free

But I can't make that decision

Not when you ripped me and my heart to shreds

So if I haven't made myself clear

Or said the things you want to hear

I'll try my best to say them without fear

I didn't realize it was still open

But I'm shutting that door

I'm shutting that door

I'm shutting that door tonight