I'm Not Good At This Lyrics

Unsteady ground

My roots were planted

But they

Learned to shift

And I adapted to the shakiness

And now my guards never down

I walk inside the walls

I built for myself and no one else

And now I'm stranded

Every time I try to open up

It feels a little more like I'm

A pessimist

Cause what if I

Let you in

Start again

For it all to come crashin' down over An argument

I tend to run when things get hard

I fall apart easily

I start to spiral when the

conversation shifts

I'm not good at this, clearly

You wanna stay and work but i'm Used to jumpin' the cliff

It's safer when I'm all alone cause I'm the only one who hits the ground

A rollercoaster

And I'm in for the ride

Until I'm not

So I get off

But it's never been your fault

I'm not playing the victim,

It's the system I was grown in

I wanna go

all in,

But I'm scared

So I run from risk and I'm in for the Ride til I jump off

I tend to run when things get hard

I fall apart easily

I start to spiral when the

conversation shifts

I'm not good at this, clearly

You wanna stay and work but i'm Used to jumpin' the cliff

It's safer when I'm all alone cause I'm the only one who hits the ground